serba salah

ya Allah salah lagi salah lagi!!!
siapa sih yg ngegantungin lo??? ga woy ga!!! siapa juga sih yg udah ga sayang? hah?? eh kalo gue udah ga sayang sama lo juga hari itu juga udah gue putusin, tapi mana?? ga kan?? meski pun sekian orang bilang lebih baik putus, tapi mana???? gue tetep PERTAHANIN LO!!!




meski pun udah disakitin, udah dibohongin sama lo, tapi tetep gue pertahanin hubungan ini.. 5 bulan itu bukan waktu yg bentar loh... gue mikir ribuan kali buat ngancurin semua kenangan yg udah lo kasih CUMA GARA2 MASALAH ini aja..


gue yakin seyakin yakinnya kok, sebenernya lo gamau kaya gt.. tp namanya juga perasaan gabisa dibohongin kan?? iya gue ngerti, GUE NGERTI!!!
tp kenapa lo malah ngangep gue ngegantungin lo sih?? cuma gara2 gue bersikap dingin sama lo?? gue kaya gitu karena BELOM BISA NERIMA SEUTUHNYA, CUMA ITU..............




plis lo ngerti, gimana rasanya jd posisi gue.. itu ga enak, ga enak bgt. kalo ngikutin logika sih, apa masih pantes lo dipertahanin setelah lo nyakitin gue..... tp gue mikir pake perasaan... gue mikir gue udah sayang bgt sama lo kali... gue berusaha minggirin tuh perasaan sakit hati demi pertahanin hubungan kita. plis lo ngerti.



gue gamau putus krn gue tau setiap orang pasti pernah gbuat salah, begitu juga dengan gue.. gue berusaha maklumi kok :')

Listen - Glee cast

LIsten - Glee cast

[Verse 1:]
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen
To the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

[Pre - Chorus 1:]
Oh the time has come
For my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't listen

[CHORUS:]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own

[Verse 2:]
You should have listened
[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]

There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago

[Pre - Chorus 2:]
Oh I'm screaming out
For my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worked
into your own all 'cause you won't listen

[CHORUS]

[Bridge:]
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't
If you won't

[CHORUS 2:]
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete
Oh now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own
My own...

:')

TERNYATA KECURIGAAN GUE SELAMA INI UDAH KEBUKTI... YAH..... FEELING GUE BENER LG... "YOUR LOVE ONLY FOR A MOMENT, NOT FOREVER"


SEDIH.......





KECEWA.......





SAKIT HATI......







UDAH KECAMPUR JADI SATU... GUE GA TAU HARUS NGELAKUIN APA.. GUE GATAU HARUS GMN SAMA LO.. GUE GA TAU GA TAU DAN GA TAU.... GUE TERLALU SAYANG SAMA LO.... GUE TERLALU MIKIRIN PERASAAN LO, SAMPE2 GUE GA MIKIRIN PERASAAN GUE SENDIRI YG JELAS2 UDAH LO SAKITIN.... CUMA BISA DIPENDEM PENDEM DAN PENDEM....









DIK, GUE SAYANG SAMA LO.. KAPAN SIH LO HARGAIN PERASAAN GUE... KAPAN SIH SEMUA PENGORBANAN GUE BUAT LO LO HARGAIN?? GUE GA MINTA BALESAN KOK.. GUE CUMA MAU LO MENGHARGAIN PERASAAN GUE SEBAGAI CEWE LO.. GA LEBIH.... APA GA BISA??? HAH??? :'(




SEKARANG GUE JD NGERTI PERASAAN "SESEORANG"..........
THANKS BGT, LO UDAH JD PELAJARAN BUAT GUE. SEMOGA AJA GUE BISA SURVIVE... :')

KECEWA

GUE GA TAU HARUS NGUNGKAPIN GIMANA LG. GUE KECEWA. KECEWA BANGET BANGET SAMA LO. LO COWO YG GUE SAYANG, COWO YG GUE BELA DI DEPAN BANYAK ORANG, COWO YG BENER2 GUE PERCAYA, SEKARANG MALAH NGECEWAIN GUE!!!!!!!!!!


GUE GA NYANGKA YA LO BAKAL LAKUIN HAL KAYA GT........... YA GUE TAU EMG GA SEPANTESNYA GUE BUKA PRIVACY LO, TP APA??? KALO GUE GA NGELAKUIN ITU GUE GA AKAN PERNAH TAU KEBOHONGAN LO.!!!


KALO BOSEN SAMA GUE BILANG, UDAH GA SAYANG BILANG, UDAH ADA YG BARU BILANG, JANGAN MAIN BELAKANG GINI, NYAKITIN HATI...


UDAHLAH, SEKEDAR CUKUP TAU AJA GUE SAMA LO SEKARANG :')
MAKASIH BGT UDAH BUAT GUE SAKIT.. GUE HERAN, KENAPA GUE SELALU DI BOHONGIN SAMA COWO GUE?? DULU MANTAN GUE KAYA GINI JUGA, SEKARANG LO..
PADAHAL GUE BERHARAP LEBIH SAMA LO. GUE PIKIR LO LAIN... LO BEDA... TERNYATA GUE SALAH..
UDAH LAH CUKUP SAKIT GUE.. MAKASIH BANGET2 DARI GUE BUAT LO. :')

abaout deactive...

sebenernya sih sepele banget gue deactive account....



tapi dari pada sakit hati liat status2 lo yg bikin gue galau atau nyesek sendiri, mending deactive account deh. ga bakal su'uzon, ga bakal galau, ga bakal nyesek, ye gak?? HAHAHA -,-


gar2 statusnya yg ga jelas, gue sampe berpikir kalo lo udah lupain gue dan suka sama cewe lain. hahaha. sinting bin sinting...... gamau curiga, tp dibuat curiga... hedeh maunya gue apa sih. mau percaya sama lo, tapi tetep aja curiga





YAUDAH LAH

everything has changed

oke just wanna share........

everything has changed....


everything has changed changed and changed...........


you already changed..........



you already changed.... and changed... and changed.........


you're different now.............



and i don't know why you are changing like that....



i miss the old you.........


kenapa sih lo mesti berubah kaya gini? ngeselin tau ga! lo aneh, aneh dan aneh!!!